Gone...

My sweet baby that we dreamed of holding around Christmas time is gone. I am really just numb about it all right now. There are times that I am okay with it and then there are times that I just want to cry. Thankfully work and school are keeping me really busy right now. I hope to stay occupied with them for a while. David and I will probably take a month or two "off" before trying again. I have never experiences a miscarriage before now and it is something I hope to never have to experience again. That's all I really have to say right now. I am going to focus on moving forward and spending time with Landon and David.